So not used to it yet ! It's like we could only talk through email or msn. What if I really wanna see you ? wanna hold you ? I've burned my finger again, was distracted and forgotten that the plate just came out from the oven. It was seriously pain, for that moment I wanted to text you , wanted to talk to you, but then I realized you're in Aust now. Things are different...
Just not used to it yet. This feeling is worse than breaking up. It's not that I'm sad being with you, I'm happy. But somehow the distance is killing.
Day 1 without you here with me. Feels so weird and uncomfortable for me to know that you left. Din't get to send you off from the airport, never get to spend the very last moments with you.
Thing's really different although it has only been a few hours. Feeling the distance already. I don't know if it was because I'm depress or anything.. bad luck seems to be coming to me these 2 days. I hope tomorrow onwards would be a better day.
Received your necklace today, was so so Touched ! You're so sweeeeeeeetttttttttttt hunn. I wish I got you something before you left. Anyways, I'll definitely wear it everywhere I go, it makes me feel like you're always here with me. I miss you so much, wanna hold you but just cant. : (
Eating appetite seems to be getting worse. Just dont feel like eating.. Don't feel like talking. Not use to not talking to you every night, you here wishing me good night. I don't know who am I suppose to turn to with all these mixed feelings.. I just want you back in Malaysia somehow at this moment.
Hope you're fine in Australia. Hope you read my email soon !
Dogs for adoption. Current mood : Not so good. Category : Life.
Hey, my life for the past few months is seriously "SUI DOU TIP DEI", it means very bad. These years we're facing shit loads of problems, and thanks to the economi crisis, it sucks even more.
I don't know what to do, I don't think I can do anything. My pityful dogs are like sand bag.
So, I'm putting them up for adoption, it's for their own good, I think they deserve the better. I'm sorry but I have too. I know how much I don't want to, in another way of thinking it's better for them.
Chinese New Year Current mood : fine Category : Life
Yup ! Today's a new year for us Chinese. We get our lazy ass up to collect ANG PAU and eat. I wore a billabong dress which made me look fat and pregnant, Colour lens is seriously irritating ! And I cant stop myself from playing a SLR. That's serious shit, each time I held the D90 on my hands it wont go back into the bag. If I have time, I'll upload some of my "SKILLs" of photography.......
My eyes are currently hurting, my head is like it's gonna explode anytime soon. The weather is killing, I wish malaysia snows !! Btw ate grandma's signature food : bamboo shoot ( SUN - no it's not the round thing in space it's in cantonese) , carrot/yam cake, Kuey Teow.....
People in the house is addicted to Wii. Haha, first day is ending so soon !
Alright , I got to go have my nap, it's hurting badly @@
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